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Janine Fifield

Portland....Maine....United States

page updated to Tuesday 29th December 2015

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Friday 13th November 2015 ... Text from Janine to Brett

Saturday 14th November 2015 ... Sharon to Janine

Hi Janine

I am Sharon - Brett's Mum
He called into my work very early yesterday so I could read what you had sent him

I was so excited and happy to read it
I absolutely know in my heart that Tanya is okay and to have it confirmed fills my heart with gratitude

I would like to write to you again in a few days to share some of my thoughts if you don't mind

Kind Regards

Reply from Janine

Hi Sharon

I'm so glad you reached out
I'm so pleased to meet you, as Brett always spoke lovingly of his family when he was in America

I also want to extend my heartfelt sympathy to you in the loss of your beautiful daughter Tanya

I can honestly tell you I never thought in a million years I would be the connector, but here I am

I will say that this has happened before ... it started when I was seventeen after my dear friend died in a car crash
Over the course of my thirty seven years on the planet, I've experience many losses and have connected with every person that has transitioned to the other side

I've thought about why Tanya decided to come to me and from what I'm understanding, it's because I'm so open to the spirit world
And me knowing Brett made it easier for her to communicate I guess
It took a lot of contemplation to send that to him, as we haven't talked in years
However I could feel her nudging me on and so I did
She's asked me to help him release the anger from what happened
And she wants everyone to know she's always there, and whenever you think of her, she's with you

I would love to talk to you more, Sharon
Thank you for opening your heart and your mind to my dreams and messages

Please tell Brett I'm sorry to have sent that while he was at work and he's welcome to connect with me
I hope he's doing okay post message

Many hugs to you and your family

Wednesday 18th November 2015
Sharon to Lesley and Fiona
(sisters) and Erina (cousin) and Rhona (friend)
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included copies of all the above notes **

Brett called into my office at 7.30am last Friday morning
He said ... "Read this and remember I haven’t heard from this woman in eleven years"

I know in my heart Tanya is okay
I have been quite sad coming up to her 40th Birthday and I believe Brett has been too, not that he says much
I reckon Tanya thought a good way to help Brett would be to talk to him through some-one he knows a long way away !!
And in the week of her birthday ... no coincidence as far as I am concerned !!

Thought you might like to read it too

Reply from Fiona

Hi, and it seems weird, spooky, encouraging and just plain lovely all in one thought
I'm pleased for you that it has come
How have Brett and Geoff taken it ??

Reply from Sharon

They don’t say too much
But the fact that Brett stopped in at my work at 7.30am straight after he received it makes me hope it gave him some comfort
And Geoff knows she is around, I am sure

Reply from Erina

Thanks, Sharon
That is amazing !! ... after eleven years to hear from her and with such a special message
Love to you and the family

Thursday 19th November 2015 ... Sharon to Janine

Hi again

We have a Family Web Site made by my husband Geoff ... it is absolutely huge !! ... and you can see it
HERE
What I especially like is being able to look at anything that has happened in our lives at the click of a button

Geoff has made, and continues to update daily, a Memorial Albumn to Our Beautiful Tanya ...
HERE

I have included two links from this Memorial Albumn for you to look at
NUMBER ONE
This one shows Tanya's Special Place at Trinity Beach where we live
We go there all the time to sit with her ... it is a beautiful spot ... she loved it !!
NUMBER TWO
This one shows a series of letters from one of Tanya's friends who visited a clairvoyant
Their meeting was almost one thousand five hundred miles from where we live and there is no way the clairvoyant could have known about Tanya's "Spot"
When I read that Tanya liked a memorial or resting place in a warm place, near the water with a great view, I felt like a huge load had been lifted from my shoulders

My Girl is okay !!

Tanya's 40th Birthday was on the 9th November ...
HERE
I was very emotional leading up to it and I believe Brett was too although he doesn't say much

I believe Tanya wants Brett to know she is alright and came to you because you are so far away and hearing from you and reading what you had to say is "so far out of left field" that he has to believe it !!
Her putting the pressure on you to contact Brett is so like her and being so close to her Birthday is no coincidence as far as I am concerned

You have a great gift and I would ask you hundreds of question about how it all works ... but I won't !!
I am just incredibly grateful you have this gift and you shared it with Brett

I don't know what we would have done without him these last couple of years
I hate that he has lost his sister who adored him, and he worries about us too
I hope your words have given him some peace ... the fact that he called into my work early on the morning he received it so I could read it gives me hope that it does !!

One more thing ... if that Girl of mine pops in to see you again, please let us know !!

Friday 20th November 2015
Sharon to Bethany
and Jacqui and Michelle and Jess ( friends )
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included a link to this page ... and all of the above information **

Hi Ladies

Included here is a link I thought you all might like to look at

The approach to Tanya's 40th Birthday was a little tough for me and this came at the right time to remind me that Tanya is okay and is watching out for us, especially her brother

Jacqui ... I hope you don't mind me including the notes from your clairvoyant visit ... and Michelle, we haven't caught up yet !!

Love to all you girls who loved My Girl

Reply from Michelle

Sharon, thank you so much for sharing

Wow !! ... it must be so comforting to hear something like that ... at least I know that's how I would feel if I was you

I have had so much going on in my life the past twelve months and there have been many, many times when I would have given anything to talk it all through with Tanya
She had an awesome way of putting everything into perspective and was a great listener

Still super keen for a catch up so let's see if we can organise something soon ??

Big hugs to you and Geoff

Reply from Sharon

Thanks, Michelle

And I would love that ... maybe one Saturday or Sunday morning soon ??

Reply from Jacqui

Oh, thank you for adding me to this post

Wow !! ... how amazing
I am sitting here with my eyes all swollen and a blubbering mess

I'll 'private message' you in a separate post tomorrow

Big love

Reply from Bethany

Hi Sharon, and what an awesome note to read !!

Tanya sending that message ... I'm so glad she is okay
You've received so many signs and whispers from her ... lights, feathers and clairvoyants
She just has to be reaching out to let you know she's at peace

Thank you so much for sending me this ... I miss my Dear Friend terribly

Saturday 21st November 2015 ... Reply from Janine to Sharon

Hello, Sharon

Thank you so much for sharing the beautiful website and Memorial for Tanya
She truly was beloved by everyone, that's very clear ... the kind words and sentiments reflect her love for life and family

The messages from the clairvoyant were amazing ... her resting spot is absolutely beautiful and completely fitting

And about Tanya's Birthday ... Wow !!
She really wanted to give you a gift on her own birthday, from what I'm learning about/from her that would be typical indeed

She's trying to remind you that even though she's not physically here, she still arranges things from Heaven
This is beyond possible and happens all the time

There's no doubt in my mind that Tanya wanted Brett to be shocked, so she found me, all ten thousand miles away in the States !!
I had a great friendship with Brett and as everything is unfolding, I guess I'm not really as surprised anymore

I can't imagine the pain that all of you carry and I'm sorry for you and Geoff and for Brett having to lose his Sister and I'm sure, Best Friend
I wanted to give you all that peace in your hearts that life carries on after we transition out of our 'earth suits'
We continue to interact and watch those we love and carry endless and eternal bonds with them

I appreciate your kind words about my connection with the other side
Ever since this I have felt Tanya around me non stop
She will have more messages for you, that I know
I keep hearing the Queen's song "We are the Champions" before a race maybe ... did you walk into a race singing that ??
I just got that

I did a reading for my dear friend yesterday which was a big success ... more another time

I will continue to pass messages, if you don't mind ... as long as I'm not upsetting anyone ... it sounds like everyone has been receptive
And I agree the fact that Brett called you, in my heart says he believes and trusts my message ... I do hope to talk with him soon

One more thing, as I too do not believe in coincidence ... something crossed my path the other day that I would like to send to you if I may
Could I please have your address ??

Many thanks, many hugs and I do hope we can keep in touch often

PS - look what I found when I was cleaning out my boxes the other day ... a picture of Brett and I at breakfast with his Silver Medal !!
This picture is great !! ... though I have grown my hair now to its natural dark color, embracing my Native American heritage
You must be 'over the moon' proud of him for all of his accomplishments
I have no doubt he has been an incredible support for you

Have the greatest day !!

Saturday 21st November 2015 ... Geoff to Brett

Here is the photo sent by Janine last night
The only one we have of her ... and it "matches" another one
As your Mum says ... "It is a Sign" !!

Saturday 21st November 2015 ... Geoff to Janine

Saturday 21st November 12.45pm here

Hi to you, Janine, and it is Geoff here

Sharon is out at a Work Function and she will be writing later tonight or tomorrow

A couple of things in the meantime

Our postal address is:-
Geoff and Sharon Roneberg
Post Office Box 62
Trinity Beach 4879
Queensland Australia

This shot you sent ... it is extraordinary !!
As you can see, we have one so very similar of Brett and Tanya Mary !!

I am unsure of how to say this ... but "THANKS SO MUCH" for your contact

Monday 23rd November 2015 ... Reply from Janine

Hi Geoff and Sharon

Thank you for the picture ... it's beautiful !!

Also I will try to send out a very special book that I came across that is written by a gentleman from Australia ... funnily enough ... nothing is random
I'm going to ship it via Amazon

I have lots of information to share, but I'm trying to pace myself so as not to overwhelm you

Looking forward to talking soon

PS - I would give anything for the warmth of sun and sand right about now !!
It's starting to get chilly here ... I just put my surfboard away ... very sad ... haha !!

Many hugs

Sunday 29th November 2015 ... Sharon to Janine

Hi Janine

Looking forward to receiving your book !!

And please feel free to share any information you would like
Even if it is overwhelming I know it will be in a good way and we will love that

Very warm and humid here !!
We really don't cope well with the cold ... anything below 16/17 degrees Celsius ( which is about 60 degrees Fahrenheit ) and I'm miserable !!

Talk soon

Tuesday 1st December 2015 ... Reply from Janine to Sharon

Hello, Sharon

It's Janine getting back to you on Tuesday here in the States
I hope you are having a marvelous evening over there

I have sent the book out, via Amazon as arranged, and it should arrive between the 11th-16th of December ... I'm very excited for you to get it !!

As mentioned, I have been in constant communication with Tanya ... it's honestly like nothing I've never experienced before
She is very sweet but assertive with her messages ... they are funny and direct

I'm moving a little gingerly because I usually have people face to face so I hope I'm accurate here
Channeling can be challenging and while most messages are clear, please know the wording may be off ... I'll do my best to be as concise as possible

Again thank you for letting me share with you the unseen world and your beautiful girl

Okay, here goes

So Tanya started right in about many childhood memories

She said when she was little you read to her and Brett in an antique chair with a red pattern on it
There's some kind of big plant in the room ... the "Jungle Room" she calls it

Was there a blanket or Afghan that was cut or ruined ??
She said she and Brett asked for scissors and cut a hole in it ... and you were not pleased
She said she needed to operate on the opening ... something to do with making a fort

"Lollies, who wants a lolly" ... after dinner dad would say this and we would fight over the red container they were kept in the fridge ... if we kept them out they would melt
Mum said we can only have them if we eat all of our dinner !!

She calls Brett "Big Brother" ... she worries about "Big Brother" ... give him my biggest hug
We still see each other ... I'm just not in my physical body

Tell him stop taking my burpees away from the training course ... something like that ... not sure exactly the wording, but burpees were in the phrase ... I have no idea what this phrase is, but again it was between your family maybe ??

"Have an awesome day, Aussie !!"
When she was upset this was her rebuttle to Brett or anyone she was upset with ... this phrase keeps coming up again and again

Something about carrying a watermelon and dropping it on the floor !! ... carrying it together with someone and it smashed all over the rug or floor ... she had to go to the store to buy a new one after the clean up
Seventeen ... she was seventeen, Brett was thirteen ... had to replace it after we cleaned it up ... walk to the store and buy another one

She loves "Sex and the City"
I know this because she said I dress like Carrie Bradshaw when I go to work, which is funny because I love fashion and always have belts, accessories, etc

Okay, one more thing

This phrase ... she said it was common ... "We have reason to believe you are hiding something !!"
When we were little we had several words but this was a common one, she said

So this is what I have now

Her messages are constant and I'm trying to keep up with her ... I hope something here resonates with you
It takes a lot of refining and clarity so it's my hope that these messages make sense ... please let me know

Wishing you peace always

Sunday 13th December 2015 ... Sharon to Janine

Hi Janine

Thank you for passing on Tanya's messages
It has taken me some time to reply ... I work at the Post Office and it is a very busy time for us right now as you may realise

I have been reading your notes ... and while doing so have had this page open in our web site ...
Tanya's Index Page

Memories fade as time goes by and some of the things you mention don't ring a bell with me
The words you use are definitely Tanya though ... she was sweet and assertive and funny and direct, that is for sure !!

I did have a crotchet rug that I made as a girl and I realised years ago it was missing ... I would never have thrown it out
Things just don't disappear unless "some-one" threw it out after damaging it !!

I asked Brett about the watermelon incident but he doesn't recall it ... I would guess that is not surprising ... it was a long time ago
I have to say though that Tanya had a memory like an elephant and never forgot anything !!

I did read a lot to them and we did have a vintage chair but it had a green cover
Their room had curtains with green palm fronds all over them which could look like a jungle to a child

Brett is currently doing a 'Burpee Challenge' where you do one burpee on the first day, two on the second day, and so on up to one hundred days !!
He is up to thirty seven days so far !!
He does them in all sorts of places and burpees are something Tanya loved, unlike the rest of us !!

She and her friends loved "Sex in the City"
And she too loved fashion and would definitely approve of you dressing like Carrie Bradshaw !!
She even had a Silver Necklace with her name on it like Carrie did
I wore it to all the court appearances and I wear it on Special Occasions now

Tanya was also the most patriotic Australian I know ... very proud of being an Aussie !!

She always introduced Brett as her 'Bigger Younger Brother' and I know she would be worried about him
I think her 40th Birthday was a tough time for him but I believe that he, like me, will be okay ... we have a lifetime of memories

She is in our hearts and hopefully thanks to you, Brett and Geoff will realise that she is perfectly okay in Heaven
Merry Christmas and Peace and Happiness to you and your Family at this time

Monday 14th December 2015 ... Reply from Janine to Sharon

Hi Sharon

I wanted to get back to you before the holiday rush ... it has definitely been busy
It sounds like you have your hands full at the Post Office ... speaking of which, I hope you have gotten the book I sent

It sounds like some pieces of the messages might have resonated with you
Communication can be fuzzy sometimes ... it's like tuning in a radio station, if that makes sense ... it can come and go

Recently my best friend asked me to read for her face to face and I hit all the nails on the head, including some very specific information about feeding her dogs a certain kind of food and some other stuff that only she would know
I had mentioned Bing Crosby's "White Christmas" with no understanding of its meaning for either of us and two days later she closed her biggest health coaching deal at a house with a stack of five Bing Crosby "White Christmas" movies on the table in front of her
I had also connected her to her mother in law who recently passed with specific information about a blooming cactus she was worried about and the fact that no one offered her water in her end of life stages ... which were all very true ... it was quite interesting

Thank you at the very least for letting me try ... sometimes it's hard to get the specifics and/or they are jumbled
It is always my intent to be as accurate as possible
Sometimes we have to sift through information that makes sense and at times that might not

Thank you for including Tanya's Index and for sharing so much with me
I know you have a beautiful sweet angel watching over all of you

Also very sorry to hear about Brett's accident, which must have truly given you quite a scare ... hopefully he is not shaken up too much

Sending you all a big hug and wishing you a very Merry Christmas filled with love and joy!

Monday 28th December 2015 ... Sharon to Janine

Hi Janine ... hope you enjoyed your Christmas

Wanted to let you know the book arrived a few days before Christmas ... but I decided not to open it until Christmas Day !!
I have just started reading it and it is very good so far

It was a very thoughtful gesture on your part and we appreciate it

click HERE to go to Barry Eaton's Official Web Site

Tuesday 29th December 2015 ... Reply from Janine to Sharon

Hi Sharon

Christmas was great here ... aside from my poor daughter Charlotte having a terrible flu for three days !!
However she still enjoyed all the gifts that Santa brought !!

I hope you all had a nice peaceful holiday together

I'm so glad you're enjoying the book and how special that you waited until Christmas
I have also picked up a copy since sending yours and can't seem to put it down
It's very thought provoking in so many ways ... I knew I sent it for a reason
Now we have a Mini Book Club !!

Please keep me updated on how it's going

Hugs and Happy New Year

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